There is a word we rarely speak anymore; it's a word that feels too old, too sharp, and too dangerous.

That word is exile.

Exile - in this case - is what happens to the parts of yourself that you send away to the edges of your life. It's where the parts of you that you didn't love, or want, or allow went.

They went into exile. Into the woods. Into the realm of the no-longer-possible.

Exile happens when you realize that being 'good' - meaning, being what other people need you to be - will keep you safe.

It happens when you decide that your joy is too much, that your rest is indulgent or that beauty is impractical.

It happens when you tuck your magic or your creativity into the corners of your life, only bringing it out when it feels safe, or useful, or quiet enough not to disturb anyone else.

Or until you can't hold it in any more.

Exile looks like doing everything for everyone else while leaving your own longings untouched.
Exile looks like apologizing for your exuberance and rationing your creativity.
Exile looks like shrinking to fit into a life that cannot hold you at full imaginative expression.

And exile always comes at a cost. Because no matter how hard you try to ignore her, the self you exiled does not disappear. She aches. She haunts. She lingers at the edge of your life, waiting for you to remember her.

This is the moment to call yourself back.

This is the moment to stop shrinking.

Because until you do, you will keep longing, you will keep searching, and you will keep wondering why what you want to create isn't happening.

The Invitation

Spend the most magical of months becoming more and more and more YOU.

For 21 days - over 4 weeks - you will re-call yourself home.

You will experiment with what it feels like to consciously remember the whole of who you are, and how it feels to make some magic on purpose.

This challenge is not a productivity hack or another item on your to-do list. It is not a workbook that will sit unfinished on your desk. This is a living practice. It's a daily return to the truth that you have always known: you were not born to fit into a box, or a role, or a smaller size.

You were born to wonder, to be whole, and to expand the whole universe by being all of who you are.

What to Expect

Each week day you will receive a transmission with a potent invitation. It will be something you can do in minutes, but that carries the power to shift everything.

• You will be guided through journal prompts that reveal what you have exiled and why.
• You will be given micro-rituals that allow you to begin embodying your magic right now, in the life you already live.
• You will begin to notice how often you make yourself small, and how alive you feel when you stop.

The transformation is subtle at first, like remembering a song you used to love. But over the course of these four weeks, something will change. You'll begin to take up space differently. You'll begin to walk into rooms differently.

You'll see yourself not as someone waiting to be ready, but as someone already living her magic - all of her magic - because nothing of you is left outside.

By the end, you will not only feel a shift in your energy, you will have lived the shift.

Join Me in: 

It's Time For Me: No More Shrinking

This Gathering is A Spell

This isn't a group. This is an Accountability Coven.

This is a group for women who are ready to be 'dangerously awake and fully alive.' ~ Tara Gerris

This is for you if you have spent years being useful, dependable, practical - or even magical, but not as magical as you'd like to be - and you feel something inside you rising that says: not anymore.

This is for you if you are tired of being small, tired of holding back, tired of waiting for the mythical moment when you will finally be ready.

This is for you if you are secretly longing for a life that feels like yours, full of beauty, magic, creativity, and presence.

This is for you if you know that you are the one who exiled your magic, and realize that you are the only one who can bring it back.

This is NOT for you if...

You have Very Good Reasons why you are XYZ, and you are ready to defend them.

You don't like being challenged, or fight against what you perceive as someone telling you what to do.

You think you don't have time for this. (If you have read this far and are still committed to not having time, this is not for you.)

You aren't even curious about the power of magic and ritual to support the creation of your dreams.

What I am offering is your liberation. But you have to be willing to show up for it.

What Will I Experience?

An audio recording every week day for 21 days, delivered in the Telegram group and in the course portal.

Prompts/Questions & a Tiny Ritual or Spell to help you devote yourself to this being a magical journey.

Clarity about the parts of yourself you have exiled, and the beginnings of calling them back.

A rhythm of daily devotion that makes magic your new ordinary.

The confidence to stop apologizing for who you are and what you want.

A lived experience of expansion: proof that you do not need to wait for some future self to be ready.

The first step in a larger journey: a life where you no longer shrink to fit, but instead expand into your own muchness with joy and confidence.

The Details

THIS COHORT: October 6 - November 3*

*And yes, you totally have time. Anything else is just a story you are telling. You don't have time not to. 

It Includes:

1. 21 Recordings & Prompts from Meghan. One a day, Mon-Fri 
   

2. Monday-Friday. Daily messages and coaching from me in the Telegram Group. 

3. 2 Live Calls. 6 October, 3 November. One to start us off and one to close. This is potent and active work, and it's about now, so these recordings will only be available until the end of November.