The Empress Audit

8 days to find out who has been ruling your life while you've been trying to be good. Then fire them.

We're going to investigate the possibility that you've been living your life according to the opinions of people who may or may not have had the right to a strong opinion... once. We're also going to wonder if some of those opinions have been hanging around for so long they've started to sound like your own.

I want you to experience what happens when you make a different choice.

So we're going to do some magic, experiment with possibility, and take actual action in the world. Together. Live. So you can see what happens when the audience is fully supportive instead.

By the end of our eight days, you'll have had a good look at the invisible rules you've been following, started writing some of your own, and done something real that your old permission~withholders might never have approved of. 

On the surface, I was doing it. I was living in a life that looked a bit like my vision board. I am married to my soul mate. I had written and published a book. We had quit the jobs, gotten rid of everything, bought the tickets, and moved to the jungle in Costa Rica. We built a house, I was working coaching women about magic, and had a tight circle of friends. 

Plus I was doing the 'right' self-help things: be good, be grateful, take responsibility, trust the timing, and do 'enough' inner work to finally get the results I had been manifesting for... years.

In my early 20s, a series of deaths and challenges had made me wildly aware of time and the preciousness of it. So I thought that I stopped making decisions based on rules and started to live on my own terms.

Then I got kind of sick, and my Dad got really sick, and so did my Mom, and then my Dad died, and my Mom got sicker, and my brother had a stroke, and I was looking at becoming the only one left in my family of origin.

And I was still waiting. For what? AI therapy told me I was waiting for permission. But that didn’t feel quite right. It was bigger than that.

Then one day I was at a gathering of people. I know this group intimately, including knowing the stories of previous generations. Suddenly I could see the script, the actors, and the stories all weaving through time. The people my age were acting out the same stories as their grandparents had. And the children were watching and helping to tell me the same stories, earnestly wanting to be a part of the lineage.

I realized that it was never about permission. It was always about judgement.

I began to watch the stories playing out in my own life and just how much of me trying to be good, me not being visible, me having challenges with money or weight or confidence had been at least partially created by me contorting myself to avoid some other judgement.

I asked myself: am I ready to not be emotionally affected by judgement?

What if?

That week I pulled The Empress card four different times from three different tarot decks.

(The Empress from The Muse Tarot by Chris-Anne)

The Empress: sovereign, powerful, creatrix of life, makes decisions from the bigger vision, not because they have always been made that way before. "You can create anything." ~ Chris-Anne Donnelly

I started living from one question and one question only, and experienced my first ever moment of actual bliss.

The question was: What would I do if I was not influenced by judgement right now?

Reality bended for me when I stopped bending for everyone else.

And I knew that it was time for every single woman who senses that there is more to life than this to step into this power. Because we don’t have time for anything else.

This is not for you if...

You want me to tell you exactly what to do with your life. I'm going to be bossy about some things, but the 'what' is up to you.

You want to discover what's wrong with you. (All that's wrong is that you're asking the wrong question.)

You want to watch other women experiment with their lives without being willing to try something yourself.

I actually don't know what will happen when you make a choice that you haven't made before.

But that's the whole point:

Lots of people will tell you that what got you here won't get you there.... but we're actually going THERE.

Are you ready to finally try something different?

 Maybe even... fun?

It's time to wonder if you could declare yourself Empress in your own life or not.

What is it?

The Empress Audit

Begins November 13.

We're going to spend eight days investigating the rules you've been living by, experimenting with making different choices, and seeing what happens when you stop giving other people's judgement the deciding vote.

We'll have three Zoom calls, where we can investigate, play, experiment, and take action on what we discover.

You'll have guided magic to play with between our calls, and access to the recordings in Simplero if you can't join us live.

And our Telegram group will stay open for four weeks, so you can keep experimenting with women who also want to see what happens when you start choosing for your-own-self

The whole thing is £27.

Come and do The Empress Audit with us.

FAQs

1. Will I have to confront the people whose judgement has been affecting me?

Nope. Not even a little bit. Unless you want to. There's a weird thing that happens when we change how we are being. People may freak out a little at first, but if you keep pretending like everything is normal, many times they'll start to think it is.

Depending on how embedded the audience is, you may have to do more work, but ultimately, you get to choose what you do, what you share, and how far you take the experiment.

2. What if I can't make the live calls?

I recommend that you watch the recording as soon as you can. As this is an 8 day challenge, you will have the best results by staying in the energy of the group. I live in the jungle and we have strange internet at times, so I will aim to have the recording up as soon as possible after the call. 

3. How long will I have access to the content?

You will have access to the recordings as long as I have a business. You will have access to the Telegram group for one month from when the challenge starts. 

4. Will I have 1:1 coaching from Meghan?

I am going to do some coaching in both the live calls and in the Telegram group, but I don't guarantee 1:1 time in this challenge. If you want 1:1, contact me for details.